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upon the tea-caddies and legs of mutton of her locataires. Most of them scolded and grumbled; some of them did not pay none of them stayed. The landlady might well regret those old, old friends, who had left her.

As for Miss Mary, her sorrow at Amelia's departure was such as I shall not attempt to depict. From childhood upwards she had been with her daily, and had attached I herself so passionately to that dear good lady, that when the grand barouche came to carry her off into splendour, she fainted in the arms of her friend, who was indeed scarcely less affected than the good-natured girl. Amelia loved her like a daughter. During eleven years the girl had been her constant friend and associate. The separation was a very | painful one indeed to her. But it was of course arranged that Mary was to come and stay often at the grand new house whither Mrs. Osborne was going; and where Mary was sure she would never be so happy as she had been in their humble cot, as Miss Clapp called it in the language of the novels which she loved.

Let us hope she was wrong in her judgement. Poor Emmy's days of happiness had been very few in that humble cot. A gloomy Fate had oppressed her there. She never liked to come back to the house after she had left it, or to face the landlady who had tyrannized over her when illhumoured and unpaid, or when pleased, had treated her with a coarse familiarity scarcely less odious. Her servility and fulsome compliments when Emmy was in prosperity were not more to that lady's liking. She cast about notes

of admiration all over the new house, extolling every article of furniture or ornament; she fingered Mrs. Osborne's dresses, and calculated their price. Nothing could be tco good for that sweet lady, she vowed and protested. But in the vulgar sycophant who now paid court to her, Emmy always remembered the coarse tyrant who had made her miserable many a time, to whom she had been forced to put up petitions for time, when the rent was overdue; who cried out at her extravagance if she bought delicacies for her ailing mother or father; who had seen her humble and trampled upon her.

Nobody ever heard of these griefs, which had been part of our poor little woman's lot in life. She kept them secret from her father, whose improvidence was the cause of much of her misery. She had to bear all the blame of his

misdoings, and indeed was so utterly gentle and humble as to be made by nature for a victim.

I hope she is not to suffer much more of that hard usage. And, as in all griefs, there is said to be some consolation, I may mention that poor Mary, when left at her friend's departure in a hysterical condition, was placed under the medical treatment of the young fellow from the surgery, under whose care she rallied after a short period. Emmy, when she went away from Brompton, endowed Mary with every article of furniture that the house contained only taking away her pictures (the two pictures over the bed) and her piano-that little old piano which had now passed into a plaintive jingling old age, but which she loved for reasons of her own. She was a child when first she played on it and her parents gave it her. It had been given to her again since, as the reader may remember, when her father's house was gone to ruin, and the instrument was recovered out of the wreck.

Major Dobbin was exceedingly pleased when, as he was superintending the arrangements of Jos's new house, which the major insisted should be very handsome and comfortable; the cart arrived from Brompton, bringing the trunks and bandboxes of the emigrants from that village, and with them the old piano. Amelia would have it up in her sittingroom, a neat little apartment on the second floor, adjoining her father's chamber: and where the old gentleman sat commonly of evenings.

When the men appeared then bearing this old music-box, and Amelia gave orders that it should be placed in the chamber aforesaid, Dobbin was quite elated. 'I'm glad you've kept it,' he said in a very sentimental manner. I was afraid you didn't care about it.'

I value it more than anything I have in the world,' said Amelia.

Do you, Amelia?' cried the major. The fact was, as he had bought it himself, though he never said anything about it, it never entered into his head to suppose that Emmy should think anybody else was the purchaser, and as a matter of course, he fancied that she knew the gift came from him. 'Do you, Amelia?' he said; and the question, the great question of all, was trembling on his lips, when Emmy replied

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'I did not know,' said poor old Dob, and his countenance fell.

Emmy did not note the circumstance at the time, nor take immediate heed of the very dismal expression which honest Dobbin's countenance assumed; but she thought of it afterwards. And then it struck her, with inexpressible pain and mortification too, that it was William who was the giver of the piano; and not George as she had fancied. It was not George's gift; the only one which she had received from her lover, as she thought-the thing she had cherished beyond all others her dearest relic and prize. She had spoken to it about George; played his favourite airs upon it; sat for long evening hours, touching, to the best of her simple art, melancholy harmonies on the keys, and weeping over them in silence. It was not George's relic. It was valueless now. The next time that old Sedley asked her to play, she said it was shockingly out of tune, that she had a headache, that she couldn't play.

Then, according to her custom, she rebuked herself for her pettishness and ingratitude, and determined to make a reparation to honest William for the slight she had not expressed to him, but had felt for his piano. A few days afterwards, as they were seated in the drawing-room, where Jos had fallen asleep with great comfort after dinner, Amelia said with rather a faltering voice to Major Dobbin,'I have to beg your pardon for something.'

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About what?' said he.

About-about that little square piano. I never thanked you for it when you gave it me, many, many years ago, before I was married. I thought somebody else had given it. Thank you, William.' She held out her hand; but the poor little woman's heart was bleeding; and as for her eyes, of course they were at their work.

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of you. I came to tell you this before I went to India, but you did not care, and I hadn't the heart to speak. did not care whether I stayed or went.'

'I was very ungrateful,' Amelia said.

'No; only indifferent,' Dobbin continued desperately. I have nothing to make a woman to be otherwise. I know what you are feeling now. You are hurt in your heart at that discovery about the piano; and that it came from me and not from George. I forgot, or I should never have spoken of it so. It is for me to ask your pardon for being a fool for a moment, and thinking that years of constancy and devotion might have pleaded with you.'

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It is you who are cruel now,' Amelia said, with some spirit. George is my husband, here and in heaven. How could I love any other but him? I am his now as when you first saw me, dear William. It was he who told me how good and generous you were, and who taught me to love you as a brother. Have you not been everything to me and my boy? Our dearest, truest, kindest friend and protector? Had you come a few months sooner perhaps you might have spared me that-that dreadful parting. Oh, it nearly killed me, William-but you didn't come, though I wished and prayed for you to come, and they took him too away from me. Isn't he a noble boy, William? Be his friend still and mine '—and here her voice broke, and she hid her face on his shoulder.

The major folded his arms round her, holding her to him as if she was a child, and kissed her head. I will not change, dear Amelia,' he said. 'I ask for no more than your love. I think I would not have it otherwise. Only let me stay near you, and see you often.'

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Yes, often,' Amelia said. And so William was at liberty to look and long as the poor boy at school who has no money may sigh after the contents of the tart-woman's tray.

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CHAPTER LX

RETURNS TO THE GENTEEL WORLD

OOD fortune now begins to smile upon Amelia. We are glad to get her out of that low sphere in which she has been creeping hitherto, and introduce dore her into a polite circle, not so grand and refined as that in which our other art female friend, Mrs. Becky, has appeared, but still having no small pretensions to gentility and fashion. Jos's friends were all from the three presidencies, and his new house was in the comfortable Anglo-Indian M to mubor To district of which Moira lace is the centre. Minto Square, Great Clive Street, Jarren Street, Hastings Street, Ochterlony Place, Plassey quare, Assaye Terrace (Gardens' was a felicitous word ot applied to stucco houses with asphalte terraces in front, early as 1827)-who does not know these respectable bodes of the retired Indian aristocracy, and the quarter hich Mr. Wenham calls the Black Hole, in a word? Jos's osition in life was not grand enough to entitle him to house in Moira Place, where none can live but retired Tembers of Council, and partners of Indian firms (who reak after having settled a hundred thousand pounds on eir wives, and retire into comparative penury, to a country lace and four thousand a year): he engaged a comfortable ouse of a second- or third-rate order in Gillespie Street, urchasing the carpets, costly mirrors and handsome and ppropriate planned furniture by Seddons, from the ssignees of Mr. Scape, lately admitted partner into the reat Calcutta house of Fogle, Fake, and Cracksman, in

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