This contempt of existence, this listless disdain 'Of your own life,-its joys and its duties,-the deuce 'Take my wits if they find for it half an excuse! 'I wish that some Frenchman would shoot off your leg, 'And compel you to stump through the world on a peg 'I wish that you had, like myself (more's the pity!), 'To sit seven hours on this cursed committee. 'I wish that you knew, sir, how salt is the bread Of another (what is it that Dante has said?) 'And the trouble of other men's stares. In a word, 'I wish fate had some real affliction conferr'd The richness and strength of the new wine of youth. 'But if, when the wine should have mellow'd with time, Being bottled and binn'd, to a flavour sublime, 'It retains the same acrid, incongruous taste, 'Why, the sooner to throw it away that we haste The better, I take it. And this vice of snarling, 'Self-love's little lapdog, the over-fed darling 'Of a hypochondriacal fancy, appears, 'To my thinking at least, in a man of your years, 'At the midnoon of manhood, with plenty to do, And every incentive for doing it too, With the duties of life just sufficiently pressing 'For prayer, and of joys more than most men for blessing; 'With a pretty young wife, and a pretty full purse,— 'Like poltroonery, puerile truly, or worse! 'I wish I could get you at least to agree 'To take life as it is, and consider with me, If it be not all smiles, that it is not all sneers; 'It admits honest laughter, and needs honest tears. 'Do you think none have known but yourself all the pain 'Of hopes that retreat, and regrets that remain ? 'And all the wide distance fate fixes, no doubt, "Twixt the life that's within, and the life that's without? 'What one of us finds the world just as he likes? 'Or gets what he wants when he wants it? Or strikes 'Without missing the thing that he strikes at the first? 'Or walks without stumbling? Or quenches his thirst At one draught? Bah! I tell you! I, bachelor John, 'Have had griefs of my own. But what then? I push on 'All the faster perchance that I yet feel the pain Of my last fall, albeit I may stumble again. 'God means every man to be happy, be sure. 'He sends us no sorrows that have not some cure. 'Our duty down here is to do, not to know. 'Live as though life were earnest, and life will be so. 'Sort of answer it merits. It is not the deed 'A man does, but the way that he does it, should plead 'For the man's compensation in doing it. 'Here, My next neighbour's a man with twelve thousand a year, 'Who deems that life has not a pastime more pleasant Than to follow a fox, or to slaughter a pheasant. 'Yet this fellow goes through a contested election, 'Lives in London, and sits, like the soul of dejection, All the day through upon a committee, and late 'To the last, every night, through the dreary debate, 'A subordinate office. He is not so bold 'As to fancy the house for ten minutes would bear 'What! with twelve thousand a year? 'What could Government give him would be half so dear To his heart as a walk with a dog and a gun Through his own pheasant woods, or a capital run? "No; but vanity fills out the emptiest brain; 'The man would be more than his neighbours, 'tis plain; 'And the drudgery drearily gone through in town 'Is more than repaid by provincial renown. Enough if some Marchioness, lively and loose, I Shall have eyed him with passing complaisance; the goose, If the Fashion to him open one of its doors, 'As proud as a sultan, returns to his boors." 'Wrong again! if you think so, For, primo; my friend Is the head of a family known from one end Of his shire to the other, as the oldest; and therefore X He despises fine lords and fine ladies. He care for 'A peerage? no truly! Secondo; he rarely 'Or never goes out: dines at Bellamy's sparely, And abhors what you call the gay world. 'Then, I ask, 'What inspires, and consoles, such a self-imposed task 'To me 'There seems something nobler than genius to be And yet, should you call 'The man's own very slow apprehension to this, He would ask, with a stare, what sublimity is! His work is the duty to which he was born; 'He accepts it, without ostentation or scorn: 'And this man is no uncommon type (I thank Heaven!) 'Too far, though, from what I was wishing to say. 'You, for instance, read Plato. You know that the soul Is immortal; and put this in rhyme, on the whole, 'Very well, with sublime illustration. Man's heart 'Is a mystery, doubtless. You trace it in art :— The Greek Psyche, that's beauty,-the perfect ideal 'But then comes the imperfect, perfectible real, 'With its pain'd aspiration and strife. In those pale 'Ill-drawn virgins of Giotto you see it prevail. 'You have studied all this. Then, the universe, too Is not a mere house to be lived in, for you. Geology opens the mind. So you know 'Something also of strata and fossils; these show 'In short, it is clear the interior Of your brain, my dear Alfred, is vastly superior To that of my poor parliamentary squire; 'But your life leaves upon me (forgive me this heat 'Due to friendship) the sense of a thing incomplete. You fly high. But what is it, in truth, you fly at? 'My mind is not satisfied quite as to that. An old illustration's as good as a new, 'Provided the old illustration be true. 'We are children. Mere kites are the fancies we fly, 'Though we marvel to see them ascending so high; 'Things slight in themselves,-long-tail'd toys, and no more! 'What is it that makes the kite steadily soar 'Through the realms where the cloud and the whirlwind have birth 'But the tie that attaches the kite to the earth? 'I remember the lessons of childhood, you see, 'And the hornbook I learn'd on my poor mother's knee. In truth, I suspect little else do we learn From this great book of life, which so shrewdly we turn, Saving how to apply, with a good or bad grace, 'What we learn'd in the hornbook of childhood. Is exactly in point. 'Your case Fly your kite, if you please, |