And while that face renews my filial grief, A momentary dream, that thou art she. My mother! when I learnt that thou wast dead, Say, wast thou conscious of the tears I shed? Hovered thy spirit o'er thy sorrowing son, Wretch even then, life's journey just begun ? Perhaps thou gav'st me, though unseen, a kiss; Perhaps a tear, if souls can weep in blissAh, that maternal smile! it answers-yes. I heard the bell tolled on thy burial day, I saw the hearse that bore thee slow away, And, turning from my nursery window, drew A long, long sigh, and wept a last adieu! But was it such ?-It was.-Where thou art gone Adieus and farewells are a sound unknown. May I but meet thee on that peaceful shore The parting word shall pass my lips no more! Thy maidens, grieved themselves at my concern, Oft gave me promise of thy quick return. What ardently I wished, I long believed, And, disappointed still, was still deceived, By expectation every day beguiled, Dupe of to-morrow even from a child. Thus many a sad to-morrow came and went, Till, all my stock of infant sorrow spent, I learnt at last submission to my lot, But though I less deplored thee, ne'er forgot. Where once we dwelt our name is heard no more, Children not thine have trod my nursery floor; And where the gardener Robin, day by day, Drew me to school along the public way, Delighted with my bauble coach, and wrapped In scarlet mantle warm, and velvet-capt, That once we called the pastoral house our own. The biscuit, or confectionary plum; The fragrant waters on my cheeks bestowed By thy own hand, till fresh they shone and glowed; All this, and more endearing still than all, Thy constant flow of love, that knew no fall, Not scorned in heaven, though little noticed here. I pricked them into paper with a pin (And thou wast happier than myself the while, Wouldst softly speak, and stroke my head and smile), Could those few pleasant days again appear, Might one wish bring them, would I wish them here? I would not trust my heart-the dear delight Seems so to be desired, perhaps I might— But no-what here we call our life is such, So little to be loved, and thou so much, Thou, as a gallant bark from Albion's coast So thou, with sails how swift! hast reached the shore, 'Where tempests never beat nor billows roar,' And, while the wings of Fancy still are free, ANNA LAETITIA BARBAULD 1743-1825 LIFE LIFE! I know not what thou art, Life! we've been long together Through pleasant and through cloudy weather; "Tis hard to part when friends are dear Perhaps 'twill cost a sigh, a tear; -Then steal away, give little warning, Choose thine own time; Say not Good-night-but in some brighter clime Bid me Good-morning. WILLIAM BLAKE 1757-1828 THE LAND OF DREAMS AWAKE, awake, my little boy! Thou wast thy mother's only joy. Why dost thou weep in thy gentle sleep? 'O, what land is the Land of Dreams, What are its mountains and what are its streams? 'Among the lambs clothed in white, She walked with her Thomas in sweet delight; I wept for joy, like a dove I mourn, O, when shall I again return?' Dear child, I also by pleasant streams Have wandered all night in the Land of Dreams, But though calm and warm the waters wide, I could not get to the other side. 'Father, O Father! what do we here, In this land of unbelief and fear? The Land of Dreams is better far Above the light of the morning star.' THE PIPER PIPING down the valleys wild, On a cloud I saw a child, And he laughing said to me: 'Pipe a song about a lamb.' So I piped with merry cheer. 'Piper, pipe that song again.' So I piped; he wept to hear. |